September 2008
4 posts
And while I'm at it... can you please just leave...
To my mother, to my father It’s your son or It’s your daughter Are my screams loud enough for You to hear me, should I turn this up for you I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you said The silence gets us no where Gets us no where way too fast The silence is what kills me I need someone here to help me But you don’t know How to listen And let me make My...
Sep 22nd
The only thing that is giving me peace.
We barely remember who or what Came before this precious moment We are choosing to be here right now Hold on, stay inside… This hooly reality, this holy experience Choosing to be here in… This body, this body holding me Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion Alive! In this holy reality, in this holy...
Sep 22nd
I don't even need to speak.
A groan of tedium escapes me Startling the fearful Is this a test? It has to be Otherwise I can’t go on Draining patience, drain vitality This paranoid, paralyzed vampire Acts a little old But I’m still right here Giving blood, keeping faith And I’m still right here But I’m still right here Giving blood, keeping faith And I’m still right here I’m gonna wait it...
Sep 22nd
When I can't convey it in my own words.
Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity Calculate what we will or will not tolerate Desperate to control all and everything Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen Clutch it like a cornerstone Otherwise it all comes down Justify denials and grip ‘Em to the lonesome end Clutch it like a cornerstone Otherwise it all comes down Terrified of being wrong Ultimatum prison cell Saturn ascends,...
Sep 22nd
July 2008
2 posts
“Sleeping with ghosts, it’s such a lonely experience. The stars are out...”
– So Like A Rose - Garbage
Jul 19th
You think you know but you have no idea.
I hate it when I feel like I’m not being heard. And I don’t like it when people think they know, when they really don’t. They think they’ve got you all figured out when in actuality they have it all wrong. People will always develop their own opinions on the things they supposedly think they see. Sometimes they’re right and sometimes they’re not. I know...
Jul 18th
June 2008
5 posts
“Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies.”
– Aristotle
Jun 27th
“Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be...”
– Victor Hugo
Jun 14th
“Bitterness is like cancer. It eats upon the host. But anger is like fire. It...”
– Maya Angelou
Jun 5th
May 2008
9 posts
“Most of the great triumphs and tragedies of history are caused not by people...”
– Terry Pratchett
May 31st
Sex and the City
For 8 years I’ve absolutely loved and adored this show. New York is a place where I’ve lived and have spent a great deal of time in. Naturally, my anticipation to see this movie is palpable. So everyone else can just fucked because I’m past the point of excited.
May 31st
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe
May 29th
“Each has his past shut in him like the leaves of a book known to him by heart...”
– Virginia Woolf
May 28th
“If it’s true that our species is alone in the universe, then I’d...”
– George Carlin
May 26th
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I’m out of control and...”
– Marilyn Monroe
May 25th
“I got married for all the wrong reasons. When my husband didn’t turn out...”
– Madonna
May 23rd
Legs
My legs are so sore. I feel like I’ve ran several hundred miles. And I suppose falling UP the stairs doesn’t really help the knees either. Ow. I hurt. Also, I’m very much looking forward to sleeping the hell in tomorrow. It’s my birthday weekend and I don’t plan on getting out of bed until I’m good and ready.
May 23rd
A new tumblr.
Am new to Tumblr. Which is much less complicated than Twitter. But as if I need yet another avenue to dribble on with random, pointless shit.
May 22nd
“Well-behaved women rarely make history.”
– Laurel Ulrich Thatcher
May 22nd
May 22nd